i feel ok ok only..

because adhered with bed, i terlepas wedding feast today! lol, i couldnt wake up. headache and headache and headache. ish ish. like old uncle. but good news, i feel much better now than days before. last nite was horrible. for the first time, 3 blankets wrapped me which usually hardly even one!

the prob is, what is wrong with me???

so, i brain-storm for awhile and think deeply to figure out possible answers. hehehe..

macam doctor konon.. i know, very stupid!

1) change of biological clock

2) change of weather

3) change of surrounding and environment (and
self-enjoying activities.. ehehhe...)

4) part of my wish (its ok if u dun get it)

5) change of food!!

6) and cigarettes?? i didnt smoke for long dy!! great!!

those are my point of views only.. but maybe one of them has something to do with my agony. well, pray hard i gonna be better and better in time to to come! enough for now. adios~~~!!

agony i'm not looking for

3 days, 12 hours sleep per day, suppose i walk away from the bed and feel never better but thats not the case! i'm definitely in intense agony. on-off-fever, never ending horrible-headache, diarrhea, they are killing me. whats wrong with me??? i feel a little worse than the moment i was infected by measles virus. i cant walk properly, extreme-cold-sensation all day long..

i wanna be ok..... pls!!!
i wanna enjoy my holidays... pls!!!
and...
i wanna spend time with mum and dad... pls!!!

sick time seriously trouble parents alot and i wish not to. so, if there's any healing angel or anything related, mind to visit me at terengganu. hehehe.. call my hp if u got lost! lol, i bet others certainly having great time out. keep it up =] oh yea, to spm candidates, best of wishes and luck! sapu all A's! make sure sapu ok.......!!!!!!!

rain rain rain.. dont go away =]

i slept seriously freaking well last nite! charm from own bed, undeniable. ehhehee.. tho 5 hours of sleep, i believed insufficient, i woke up at 7 am and went to hospital with dad for check up. i met mdm khor, morale teacher in smkss at hospital, short conversation but better news, my dad is very fine! ultrasound revealed nothing wrong, no stones, no impurities, no substances, and nth.

whole morning was cloudy and....

RAIN!!!

RAIN!!

RAIN!!

RAIN!!

I love it, love it and love it.. cold and chilling.. damn CUN!

home sweet home!

HOME HOME HOME!!

FAMILY... BED... FOOD...

AIR-COND... TV... ETC..

I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!

HEHEHHEHE....

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!!

=]

i had short teleconference with dad just now and i saw dad was hovering around living room, great! he look good! what a huge relieve then although he need to undergo further treatments, depend on the result. anyway, thanks god and thanks friends too for ur console. arigato =]

Daddy, get well soon!!

every single year, dad never failed to wish me happy birthday and he's always among the first to greet me but not today. maybe he's busy. i got a call from sister after dinner, i thought she gonna ask me how my celebration going on, but this not even the last thing u wanna hear on ur birthday for sure. she told me dad was admitted to hospital and she wasnt kiding. few days back, dad complained slight pain on his right-stomach. but this evening it got worse with intense pain and went for medical check-out. sadly, he was diagnosed with kidney stones. to received this news and didnt break down is absolutely a lie. i'm not strong definitely to be honest, and i couldnt stop my tears from running through. tomorrow, lab test will reveal the result. hopefully it just a minor one. pls god, please make sure dad is gonna be fine. i dont need any fun, excitement, gift, anything as long daddy is fine.

awhile later, dad did send me a msg to wish me. oh god, i cant stop my tears every time i read the msg..

' kim, today is your birthday. papa wanna take this golden
moment to wish you happy birthday '

he might be in pain, but still he remember my birthday. i love u papa, love u so so much. papa, pls get well soon, i cant stop thinking of you. please....... i'm scare, papa.

ma 21st BIRTHDAY~~!

first of all, thanks everyone for the wishes! i appreciate it very, very much =] nothing interesting went on today since i was busy preparing for malaysian studies. i say it again, malaysian studiessssssss!! exam on my birthday?? exactly!! horrendously ridiculous. still, we manage to have small celebration at 'hoi tong' for steamboat buffet later on at night and thanks thanks for all attended though supposedly not much time to spare on all this nonsense. if there's a birthday, definitely there's cake! and this is mine. check it out =p

virgin man = happy man??? hehehe.. wth!

chocolate banana!

steamboat was pretty good too! glad to see jokes and laughters all around. we are happy family, definitely! hehehe..

it just simply a great day =]