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i had short teleconference with dad just now and i saw dad was hovering around living room, great! he look good! what a huge relieve then although he need to undergo further treatments, depend on the result. anyway, thanks god and thanks friends too for ur console. arigato =]

Daddy, get well soon!!

every single year, dad never failed to wish me happy birthday and he's always among the first to greet me but not today. maybe he's busy. i got a call from sister after dinner, i thought she gonna ask me how my celebration going on, but this not even the last thing u wanna hear on ur birthday for sure. she told me dad was admitted to hospital and she wasnt kiding. few days back, dad complained slight pain on his right-stomach. but this evening it got worse with intense pain and went for medical check-out. sadly, he was diagnosed with kidney stones. to received this news and didnt break down is absolutely a lie. i'm not strong definitely to be honest, and i couldnt stop my tears from running through. tomorrow, lab test will reveal the result. hopefully it just a minor one. pls god, please make sure dad is gonna be fine. i dont need any fun, excitement, gift, anything as long daddy is fine.

awhile later, dad did send me a msg to wish me. oh god, i cant stop my tears every time i read the msg..

' kim, today is your birthday. papa wanna take this golden
moment to wish you happy birthday '

he might be in pain, but still he remember my birthday. i love u papa, love u so so much. papa, pls get well soon, i cant stop thinking of you. please....... i'm scare, papa.

ma 21st BIRTHDAY~~!

first of all, thanks everyone for the wishes! i appreciate it very, very much =] nothing interesting went on today since i was busy preparing for malaysian studies. i say it again, malaysian studiessssssss!! exam on my birthday?? exactly!! horrendously ridiculous. still, we manage to have small celebration at 'hoi tong' for steamboat buffet later on at night and thanks thanks for all attended though supposedly not much time to spare on all this nonsense. if there's a birthday, definitely there's cake! and this is mine. check it out =p

virgin man = happy man??? hehehe.. wth!

chocolate banana!

steamboat was pretty good too! glad to see jokes and laughters all around. we are happy family, definitely! hehehe..

it just simply a great day =]

1 day to finals!

guys, enough studying larrr... u not helping me wei, piling pressure on me indirectly u know. have a break, i mean breakS! hehehe. yumcha ke, jalan - jalan ke, movie ke. dont la torture ur ass and wish not ur glasses gonna get thicker, by then, too late dy. so, prevention better than cure =] before i go for drink, wish ya all...

GOOD LUCK FOR FINALS!!

make sure wish me too. wkakakaka.. sama sama do well for malaysian studies! remember, malaysians constituency stated that 'individu mempunyai hak-hak tertentu dan mesti dihotmati'. hmmm.. i forgot dy why i said that in the first place =] anyway, time to go! edwin mengamuk dy. going for drink! adios!

i so emo now..

hahahaa.. sound crazily lame, but i am, the truth! dunno wth wrong with me. whole evening, was thinking alone, smiling alone, laughing alone, crying alone, emo alone! kinda went through a flashback session. bodoh betul me today. hahahaa.. i wanna convey something too =)

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definitely there are reasons,
for everything happened,
we might like it,
and we might not,
it might bring smiles,
it might bring tears,
but remember,
we are like a blank paper,
dull and plain,
memories that pour colors on it!
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and
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i wanna shout so much
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I LOVE YOU!

2 days to finals!

supposedly i done revising by now but i'm not! this is totally not good. ehhehee.. actually every sem also this shit happened. feel so restless and tired and sleepy but i kinda have alot of fun today actually =] if i make it for futsal, it should be perfect then but sorry dom and kenny, couldnt make it. anyway, thanks ravinder for tantalizing lunch. nasi briani + beer, not a good combination but still, i love it! i won 11 bucks as well for blackjack. hahahahha.. oh yea, to those who love teochew porridge, jalan pudu hell good man for supper. ish, i ate too much dy. now crazy full.

*yawn* time to sleep!

hold on, one thing to share, if u guys happen to go seremban, try lekas highway. newly open and seriously, no worries bout traffic. all the way smooth till mantin. can rempit if u wish too. ehehhe.. me and ramesh did =p hmm... if this info not useful, then forget bout it. i damn blur. ok done! tidur time.......!!!!!!!!

3 days to finals!

i did finished 3rd chapter of malaysian studies =] hehehe.. definitely not a flamboyant achievement compare to those that finished entire chapters weeks before. what u aspect? i skipped half of the classes. gosh, 2.30am dy. still plenty to work on and main point, must do it or else wont done revising in time for first paper. anyway........

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HAPPY DEWALI!!!!

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to all friends celebrating this colourful wonderful and eventful day, best wishes from me. hmm.. ravinder, prepare more food tomorrow. i'm charging with whole stomach kosong. hehehe.. aiya, can i wake up or not in the first place. going to seremban for deepavali. good! at least wont stranded here and adhere to books and notes that so bitchy. i shouldnt say this, but fuck man! tired of it sometimes. hehehe.. chill!

Liverpool!

yeah!! yeah!! chelsea 0 - liverpool 1, what a moment! 86 unbeaten run finally ended by abang Rafa and Co. what a match if u witness it! credit to both teams. wonderful football and as fan, this what we cry for, we crave for. though i stuck at home, alone in the room, watching live thanks to TVU but still i'm delighted =] we definitely are EPL title contender with a better squad, better play and better results. to all fans out there, lets keep our hands cross, pray hard Liverpool will keep winning and eventually bring the title home.

- YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE -

forever LIVERPOOL

i need HELP!

1/2 hour into revising... and i broke into pieces! shattered, totally.. can anyone teach me

MICRO P!!!!!!!!!

i seriously screwed it!! save me save me!! argghhhhhh... guys, ever crossed ur mind before wanna boycott this subject?? hehehehe.. kinda ok rite? since all kantoi from earlier on, lets make it!

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u with me??
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gosh, i crazy dy.
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arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 days to finals!

4 days?? *speechless* hmm.. why i still linger around here? gaze at book and understand it i thought what i suppose to do! but fortunately, noono, i mean unfortunately, i ended up updating my blog. haiz.. others certainly burning the midnight oil by now, i still looking for my lighter to lit it up. ish ish. budak - budak zaman sekarang, procrastinator! but maybe awhile more i'll try to:-

look for my revision books...
head to study table...
play some soft musics...
and stick there for the whole night!
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amacam??
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good idea rite??
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hahaha.. u guys do it then. i hell tired already =p

thanks to lucas for ur plan today! woke up at 11am then played badminton, 2.30pm till 4.30pm, then yumcha with crystal and the gengs till 6pm, then equal to whole day wasted. pls pls.. hopefully not gonna occur like this anymore. anyway, u guys and gurls that dont flirt with stinginess and if tips anywhere close to you, mind share share with me?? hehehe.. sharing is caring! betul kan? oh yea.. thanks to xian for malaysian studies tips. anyone undertaking malaysian studies and want the tips, get from me. dont hesitate to do it. ok! i wanna go for dinner now. 10pm dy. bye!