missing her..

i was once.. 

enjoying every moment i had... but its slowly faded now...

laughing all out... but its gone now...

woke up with smiles all over my face... but its lacking now...

pushing hard for my works... but its getting lesser now...

i know... whats happening, just that...

don't ask me to stop dwelling in such a horrid life..

if i said... i will never, ever... trust me... i hold to my words..

nothing can change that... waste not your time..

everyday, i recite prayers, not to keep hopes alive... but to keep me aware...

that life is short...

i'm not asking for something... at all...

sincerely i do it... i do it just for you...

please... please..

let me do, what i wish to do...

i'm fine... i'm gonna be fine...

because this is what i'm made of...

this is who i am...

if others thought i'm insane.. yes, i really am...

because...

i love you...